Merrry merrry x-masss,

merry christmas.

the year’s gone by so fast and its gonna be 2010 soon. still feels like summer was yesterday (maybe because i miss it so much). maybe i’m so bummed that its the end of the year already and 2009 hasn’t been very productive. and it sucks that i dont get to be 15&under anymore D: i remember that i promised myself so many things at the beginning of 2009, that i was going to change myself. i did change myself. in a negative way. which is pretty much counter-productive. this sucks ass.

also, family reunion dinners are pretty awkward. there’s nothing to say, nothing to do. you can’t watch tv, or go on the computer, or act like you normally do. you have to be respectable, polite. which is just sitting there and eating. and answering awkward questions like the dreadful, “what do you want to be when you grow up?”. isn’t it obvious that I FUCKING DON’T KNOW what i want to be when i grow up?

well, off to indulge myself in greasy vietnamese food.